hello outside world.
things have been a little hard. with the death of my friend Stanton, and last night the death of Chris Ford, who was accidentally shot by his younger brother Dustin a few days back... its been really tearing my friends up. I didnt know him, but he was a good friend of alot of my friends, and its not going good.

Well.... its summer now, which means two things... Im bored, and Im now a Junior. I've just been sitting on my sofa. all day, everyday. I know its not healthy... but as of now, I dont care.

Alright.. Im bored, and need to go right now. So PLEASE if you read this, leave a comment, something funny, something inspirational, something you've been meaning to say to me, something like a awesome memory that you have of me.... just make it really cool, suprize me! if you dont, I'll get the point that you dont like me.

I think Im done with this Xanga...

its boring... no one reads it.

I dont even write in it anymore....

to start off...

R.I.P. Stanton

Stanton was a friend of mine who died a week ago today, I havent had time to post sence then, but his funeral was today in a small church that packed tightly with all his friends... he was a great guy.

well.... I dont really have too much else to say. so... uh...

PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright yall! its picture time!.... i went to a concert not too long ago and got pictures with some stars and friends and stuff, (some didnt come out though)
anyway, here we go...
Me and my friend John at a Gathering

same gathering, but I cant remember this ladys name... she was awesome though

Me and my boy Billy AKA Chubby love

random gathering photo

Mason, Me, and Monica.... in the mall

Me and Ali in the mall

ABK standing....

me and ABK...

MY DAD AND ABK!

me and Jumpsteady

it was a great night with plenty of amazing storys... too long to type out, and you wouldnt believe me. also, I had other pics with me and BLAZE YA DEAD HOMIE, and me and Rude Boy, and whatnot... but for one reason or another didnt make it... well, I was reading Brandon's Xanga and he suprized me with a pic of him and his GF. wich scared me because I didnt know that was allowed at Teen Mainia... but for him I post this, a picture of me and my beautiful girl friend at school.... and yes... I am wearing her clothes....

I've seemed to slip into this "forget it" attitude. When things are looking like Im about to be screwed over, or I dont know how in the world I will get through the next day, I've just said "screw it"...... and all my cares are gone. It really pisses people off. But I gotta do what I gotta do. Its bad I know...

But at the same time, it seems like all my friends, homies, and whatnot relationships... are letting stress finnaly take over them. Most people KNOW that when it comes to feeling bad, Peter KNOWS ALL about feeling sad. and finnaly when I get into a good (well..... better) state of mind, everyone else gets all down. But its all good, I got my homies backs (thats if they still like me right now).

well, I know I rarely update, and when i do, its boring. and I appologize for that (to the FEW of you that even cheack my xanga...). anyways people, Im out. "Tears and chocholate to all of you!"